CHANGES!

He gets crazy too much.
He get pissed off easily.
He gets himself in too much troubles.
The worst? He gets everything affected.

What's happening? This isn't the real.
This isn't the kid who's happy even in the worst part of life.
What happened? Everything got mix up in a pile of garbage.
The good things turned bad.
The happiness became sadness.
Unity and peace to brutality and frugality.

Why why why? Why would things change like that?
Why don't things remain as it is.
The peaceful life.
The beautiful and wonderful moments.
The real incandescence of a person.

I neither talk nor suggest too much.
I don't say unexpected words.
And I don't know what "I can't" means.

I do more and work more.
I perform tasks the way it should be.
I do difficult things.
And nothing can stop me.

I don't know the words which pulls us back.
"I don't know how", "I can't do that", and
"I give up." Are words spoken by the weak people.
"WEAK" ---- the people that don't trust themselves.

No one can stop me.
No one blocks my way.
And no one has to do with it.
Yet things change.

Strong people became weak.
on the other hand, the weak
turned to be the strongest among all.

Why? Why? Why?

Sleeping late at night..

Im always sleeping late at night.. is that a hobby? a must? or a need?

I sleep late at night because I do lots of stuffs. Stuffs which are very important and stuffs which are not. :3

I studied late at night, I review, do assignments, projects and many more..
I text late at night, do crazy and weird stuffs, and just thinking around..

but what does "sleeping late at night" mean to me? Is that a hobby that I do repeatedly without noticing or reminding myself? Or is that a fact that I have to sleep late at night because I need to do or finish something? Or because it is a thing that I must do?

Just sharing the thought that "why do I have to sleep late at night, always?"

Good Night people! keep checking in my blog :)

*packing up my things and my finished plates.

Good Things are Partly Fading.

Good Things are Partly Fading. Simply understanding the thought of that statement, Good things are all fading, Beautiful moments are fleeting (got this statement from my cousin), Wonderful parts of yourself had been tore part by part. Some people get crazy when things happen that way, Some do weird stuffs and others just fluctuate immediately. I have a story i want to share :)

"Wow! Ang saya naman maging college student." Eto yung sinabi ko nung sobrang saya ko! Palaging overtime sa school kc dami activities pero enjoy pa rin ako. New camaraderie, new experience, new life. Yan mga naranasan ko sa pagiging college student :) Basta, sobrang dami kong pwede sabihin na napapasaya ako ngayon.

Suddenly, one thing happened na bigla akong nawalan ng gana (I might not share that thing). Sabi ko sa sarili ko "Okay lang to, sabi nga nila Nothing last FOREVER." Pinabayaan ko nalang muna. Pero ang masama, isa isang nawawala eh. lalo akong nalungkot. I've been bothered that time, and became an EMO in any particular ways. Remained silent everytime, stayed in a peaceful place that no one can see me, been alone everyday, been confused thinking on ways. I was pressured that everything was affected. I got so confused that I always stayed at the corner thinking and listening to music.. I remained silent when my classmates are having fun, just listening to them and showing a fake smile just to ease their questions asking me that "Godawers! Bakit ang tahimik mo?", "Cent! Bakit parang ang lungkot mo?" I was trying to ignore those questions para di ko na maisip yung mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sakin. More and more, lalong naaapektuhan lahat ng bagay.

Ngayon, I'm still looking for something that can make me happy even though bad things happen or GOOD THINGS are PARTLY FADING. For now, this is the ONLY ONE that makes me smile :) Hope you'll enjoy listening to it.

Lyrics:

asa no hikari ga sashi kondara hajimari
miruku sosoi da koo hiita yurayurato
nomihose ba soko ni kotori no shirushi
hane bataite mado wosuri nuke ta
go kigen na sora utai nagara kie ta
mimi suma suma demo nai wa
oi kakeni saa hashiro u
hiro no nai machi de asufaruto kutsu no oto ga hibike ba
shiawasena asa horane karafuru ninaru
dakara kyou mo nana ironi odoru
onpu tachi tojikometa kutsu haite yuku no
kotori sagashite mayoikonda kouen
yume ni dete kita furubo keta buranko no mukou gawa
kumo hitotsu nai sora ga hike tano
awai orenji no hikari no ame ni
naki sou ninaru keredo
demo kotori wa mitsu karazu
mou ichido saa hashirou !
machi ga me wo sama su watashi dake hitori yume wo mite iru
shiawase na asa hibiku fushigi na rizumu
gurade kakaru suteppu nara shite
fumi dase ba ashimoto ni afure dasu merodii
uka bu kumo no shita ( hikui sora no shita )
oi kakeruno hane bataita negai
owari nonai yume wa ( todoka nu yume wa )
yagate masshiro ni nuri tsubusarete

hikari sasu heya de koo hii ni yura rema doromu kotori
shiawase na asa yume ga miruku ni toke ru
kutsu no soko ni hitohirano merodii
yubisaki de hii tara karafuru ni odoru