I've fallen in love once again :( and everything is going to fail once and for all (I think)

Before I start everything, let's call this special someone, Blink.

I've fallen in love once again and I'm afraid to fail.

I don't have that much experience with love cause I don't even have any serious relationship with someone, I think because everything turns out nothing.

I have no idea what to do. Ideas on how to handle relationship, how to deal with fights and arguments and how to cope up with someone.

Everything turns out so great when I'm talking to you. When we chat together and even when we are just texting. Everything seems to be different now and then. I feel in love when I'm looking you in the screen of my monitor, smiling and goofing around the camera.

But now, we're just not that compatible with each other, I know.

We're in the reality that I'm getting in love to someone who's been in love to someone also.

All I can do is wait :3

~ Ciao

Leaving those bad memories behind.

I'm on the part of losing everything.

I'm like a candle that loses its light.

A rainbow that loses its color and a dish that loses its taste.

I'm on a path that leads me to death.

The path where in I broke everything,.

Today, I'm trying to lead myself on the path where I should be.

I'm trying to move two step forward and never go backwards.

Trying to move on the past where I destroyed everything.

I'm just someone who's trying to move on with the things what happened before.

But someone who's trying to change and bring back everything that has been lost.

I've been in a dark and misty way.

And now, going to follow the light that leads to the truth.

Strength and courage is what I need to conquer and face my fears.

I may not success this time but there'e a lot of time to achieve this.

All I want is just to take a deep breath and take a rest.

~ Ciao