Losing Inspiration

When will you feel that you lose inspiration?

Of course, you got dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored.

But how? He refuses you or avoids to talk with you.

Just seeing the fact, I'm in the same situation.

I'm not yet dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored,

yet I feel that a lot of people avoids me.

Losing inspiration, got no someone to love or care with. :3

It really hurts that you might be suffering this way. (like me)

Just going to share something :3

Did you ever feel that you gave too much care to a person even if you know that he loves someone which is not you? The way that, you're too concern that you even forgot that your only "FRIENDS" and that's all?

Why why? Well, suffering this act may not be noticed by the one you loved. :3

Please do keep in mind this quote:

"Give attention on somehow who gives you more attention rather that you expected."

Love the one who loves you even if its wrong. Never neglect the chance to prove their love to you. It's not bad if you try to understand the feelings of others. (Note: Unwanted love of both sexes are not bad, it's a feeling of one that becomes mutual in such time.)

Well, I don't have many words for today :3

~ Ciao

Net Games Addiction

Net Games......... What are these?
MMORPG, Social Gaming and anything that levels up :)

At first, every gamer's goal is to achieve the highest level.
the highest attacks and the powerful equipments.
Others want fame, and some of the beautiful and rare costumes.
Most of them spends money for expensive premium items.
And then *poof* you yourself got addicted in the game :)

But after spending long span of time, others got bored and quit.
why? why do players/gamers get bored in such a game which made you got into it?
You lack of making friends in the game. No one to talk to, No one to enjoy with.

As a lesson within getting addicted in such games,
you should not only think the level, the power and the equips of your own character,
but also with the friends you can gain inside the game.
You may not see them IRL (in real life) but the trust you can treasure with someone. :)

Just sharing the thought that I was first addicted in a game named LUNA :)

(this is the picture of my cute character in the game)

As what I'm saying, ofcourse, like every player, I'm into the level, the equips and the attacks.
Also, as I "cute stuffs" lover, I also collected tons of costumes (which I sold for other items)

I loved playing it and I even forgot studying for exams. I got myself into it.
It was so cute and so addictive that I can't even resist not playing it in a week.

As a summary, today, I got a lot of friends, I attend to meet-ups with my guildmates and others :)
That's all for today folks :) GoodNight :3

But before I log off, I'd like to share a simple saying about this blog.
"You may think of everything special, be materialistic and be powerful, but remember that FRIENDSHIP and LOVE will win over and over again."

Please listen to this song while reading or even after reading this blog.
Its a song that portrays "online games." - - - - - - -    Netgame Addicts Sprechchor Romaji

So long now Bloggers. Thank you fro reading this blog. :3

- Aixhpop ~ Ciao

CHANGES!

He gets crazy too much.
He get pissed off easily.
He gets himself in too much troubles.
The worst? He gets everything affected.

What's happening? This isn't the real.
This isn't the kid who's happy even in the worst part of life.
What happened? Everything got mix up in a pile of garbage.
The good things turned bad.
The happiness became sadness.
Unity and peace to brutality and frugality.

Why why why? Why would things change like that?
Why don't things remain as it is.
The peaceful life.
The beautiful and wonderful moments.
The real incandescence of a person.

I neither talk nor suggest too much.
I don't say unexpected words.
And I don't know what "I can't" means.

I do more and work more.
I perform tasks the way it should be.
I do difficult things.
And nothing can stop me.

I don't know the words which pulls us back.
"I don't know how", "I can't do that", and
"I give up." Are words spoken by the weak people.
"WEAK" ---- the people that don't trust themselves.

No one can stop me.
No one blocks my way.
And no one has to do with it.
Yet things change.

Strong people became weak.
on the other hand, the weak
turned to be the strongest among all.

Why? Why? Why?

Sleeping late at night..

Im always sleeping late at night.. is that a hobby? a must? or a need?

I sleep late at night because I do lots of stuffs. Stuffs which are very important and stuffs which are not. :3

I studied late at night, I review, do assignments, projects and many more..
I text late at night, do crazy and weird stuffs, and just thinking around..

but what does "sleeping late at night" mean to me? Is that a hobby that I do repeatedly without noticing or reminding myself? Or is that a fact that I have to sleep late at night because I need to do or finish something? Or because it is a thing that I must do?

Just sharing the thought that "why do I have to sleep late at night, always?"

Good Night people! keep checking in my blog :)

*packing up my things and my finished plates.

Good Things are Partly Fading.

Good Things are Partly Fading. Simply understanding the thought of that statement, Good things are all fading, Beautiful moments are fleeting (got this statement from my cousin), Wonderful parts of yourself had been tore part by part. Some people get crazy when things happen that way, Some do weird stuffs and others just fluctuate immediately. I have a story i want to share :)

"Wow! Ang saya naman maging college student." Eto yung sinabi ko nung sobrang saya ko! Palaging overtime sa school kc dami activities pero enjoy pa rin ako. New camaraderie, new experience, new life. Yan mga naranasan ko sa pagiging college student :) Basta, sobrang dami kong pwede sabihin na napapasaya ako ngayon.

Suddenly, one thing happened na bigla akong nawalan ng gana (I might not share that thing). Sabi ko sa sarili ko "Okay lang to, sabi nga nila Nothing last FOREVER." Pinabayaan ko nalang muna. Pero ang masama, isa isang nawawala eh. lalo akong nalungkot. I've been bothered that time, and became an EMO in any particular ways. Remained silent everytime, stayed in a peaceful place that no one can see me, been alone everyday, been confused thinking on ways. I was pressured that everything was affected. I got so confused that I always stayed at the corner thinking and listening to music.. I remained silent when my classmates are having fun, just listening to them and showing a fake smile just to ease their questions asking me that "Godawers! Bakit ang tahimik mo?", "Cent! Bakit parang ang lungkot mo?" I was trying to ignore those questions para di ko na maisip yung mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sakin. More and more, lalong naaapektuhan lahat ng bagay.

Ngayon, I'm still looking for something that can make me happy even though bad things happen or GOOD THINGS are PARTLY FADING. For now, this is the ONLY ONE that makes me smile :) Hope you'll enjoy listening to it.

Lyrics:

asa no hikari ga sashi kondara hajimari
miruku sosoi da koo hiita yurayurato
nomihose ba soko ni kotori no shirushi
hane bataite mado wosuri nuke ta
go kigen na sora utai nagara kie ta
mimi suma suma demo nai wa
oi kakeni saa hashiro u
hiro no nai machi de asufaruto kutsu no oto ga hibike ba
shiawasena asa horane karafuru ninaru
dakara kyou mo nana ironi odoru
onpu tachi tojikometa kutsu haite yuku no
kotori sagashite mayoikonda kouen
yume ni dete kita furubo keta buranko no mukou gawa
kumo hitotsu nai sora ga hike tano
awai orenji no hikari no ame ni
naki sou ninaru keredo
demo kotori wa mitsu karazu
mou ichido saa hashirou !
machi ga me wo sama su watashi dake hitori yume wo mite iru
shiawase na asa hibiku fushigi na rizumu
gurade kakaru suteppu nara shite
fumi dase ba ashimoto ni afure dasu merodii
uka bu kumo no shita ( hikui sora no shita )
oi kakeruno hane bataita negai
owari nonai yume wa ( todoka nu yume wa )
yagate masshiro ni nuri tsubusarete

hikari sasu heya de koo hii ni yura rema doromu kotori
shiawase na asa yume ga miruku ni toke ru
kutsu no soko ni hitohirano merodii
yubisaki de hii tara karafuru ni odoru