Quotes to remember :)

Even though I can't survive for a day.
I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
I'm sleepy.
I'm nervous.
I'm hungry
and I'm broken every morning.


I just simply remember a quote saying,


"We may not have everything, but at least we never had nothing."


and a quote for my friends saying,


"A seesaw is made for two persons that someone will lift you up when ever your down."


~Ciao :3

It's all coming back to me now..........

The theme song me and my classmates :)

Me, pak(Mau) and bebegurl(Lhen) usually sing this song together :D

and we were in a perfect blend <3

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

It's all coming back to me now

~ Ciao

After a week..

What a hectic schedule I had this first four days of class.

I really expected that the first day of class which is tuesday would be that great.
Ofcourse, it is really the first day, so it will be so exciting to go to school.
another is that, the start of our class that day is 11am and I dont have to wake up that early.
then after, I woke up 8am and not stressed out, then i took a bath and wore my clothes and went to the terminal.
when i arrived there, *poof* no vans, no jeeps :D I waited under the heat of the sun and then a jeep passed by going to somewhere, I have no choice but to ride on it :D that day, going to school is just a road trip :D i ride 5 times that time and cost me alot :D 15 pesos for the tricycle, 7pesos for the jeep, 10pesos for another jeep, another 7pesos for another jeep, and 27pesos for the bus :D but then after, everything flows smoothly that day :D I got home, i think 7pm.

2nd day, I woke up 4:45am because our professor for the morning is too strict.
everyone must be punctual so i need to get to school an hour earlier, and it was successful yet so cold :D
orientation that day wasn't bad. :3

thursday was not that good, i felt something unexpected. I was so sad and so stressed, I'm not that jolly that day so spend the time frowning. :\

friday, so excited 7-11am class :D but still, 7am-10am is still a torture :( so i wake up very early and arrived to school 6:15am I guess :D then I was so weird that time, I was looking at the clock often counting every 5 minutes that passed by until 2 hours and 45mins passed by :D at last! :3

But when I got home, I'm for something from someone special when I logged on in FB and ooVoo.
But nothing, I felt sad and discouraged. I realized that time that I wasn't a good friend after all. :(
And after that, in LUNA, there was another that made me more sad T_T

Now, I feel so sleepy so I will now go to sleep I guess :\

Just something to say, "Don't expect too much from someone that doesn't care about you."

~ Ciao

--- GoodNight :'(

Distance................................................

DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISTAAAAAAAAAAANCE :3
is used in measurement :3 lol

finally, another blog requested by someone special <3
not actually, I think I'm the one who requested this because I seek for his opinion/suggestion :3

back to the topic. distance!
its like me and this laptop i'm using.
ofcourse, i'm still a student so i need to go to school :3

Distance, in love is having someone special far away from you, somehow. :3
sometimes its like, italy to philippines? china to india? oh my~! :]

another is like, two lovers that are unwanted separated.
they are neither broken apart nor requested to have space.
they are just separated with something that they have to.

but for me, distance is used in science together with displacement and time :3
hehehe :))

Quote for today:
"Never give yourself a problem in the morning or else you'll have it till the night ends."

~Ciao

Just Wondering? Eh?

I've been thinking of something that I can write again in my blog. I think maybe 2 or 3 days. So long time, eh?

I was asking and asking and asking for more! I can't properly because I ain't feeling well.

Anyways, as I always think and say "I wonder what would i write" then come up an idea like this :3

Then after that, someone gave me a topic. "Distance" eventually, I'll write another later.

Just wondering, what to write than come up with this. Its like "Oh My Gosh! What made me write like this?"

hahaha, I really can't imagine it. I was just sitting here then *poof*

that's all :3

~ Ciao

Losing Inspiration

When will you feel that you lose inspiration?

Of course, you got dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored.

But how? He refuses you or avoids to talk with you.

Just seeing the fact, I'm in the same situation.

I'm not yet dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored,

yet I feel that a lot of people avoids me.

Losing inspiration, got no someone to love or care with. :3

It really hurts that you might be suffering this way. (like me)

Just going to share something :3

Did you ever feel that you gave too much care to a person even if you know that he loves someone which is not you? The way that, you're too concern that you even forgot that your only "FRIENDS" and that's all?

Why why? Well, suffering this act may not be noticed by the one you loved. :3

Please do keep in mind this quote:

"Give attention on somehow who gives you more attention rather that you expected."

Love the one who loves you even if its wrong. Never neglect the chance to prove their love to you. It's not bad if you try to understand the feelings of others. (Note: Unwanted love of both sexes are not bad, it's a feeling of one that becomes mutual in such time.)

Well, I don't have many words for today :3

~ Ciao

Net Games Addiction

Net Games......... What are these?
MMORPG, Social Gaming and anything that levels up :)

At first, every gamer's goal is to achieve the highest level.
the highest attacks and the powerful equipments.
Others want fame, and some of the beautiful and rare costumes.
Most of them spends money for expensive premium items.
And then *poof* you yourself got addicted in the game :)

But after spending long span of time, others got bored and quit.
why? why do players/gamers get bored in such a game which made you got into it?
You lack of making friends in the game. No one to talk to, No one to enjoy with.

As a lesson within getting addicted in such games,
you should not only think the level, the power and the equips of your own character,
but also with the friends you can gain inside the game.
You may not see them IRL (in real life) but the trust you can treasure with someone. :)

Just sharing the thought that I was first addicted in a game named LUNA :)

(this is the picture of my cute character in the game)

As what I'm saying, ofcourse, like every player, I'm into the level, the equips and the attacks.
Also, as I "cute stuffs" lover, I also collected tons of costumes (which I sold for other items)

I loved playing it and I even forgot studying for exams. I got myself into it.
It was so cute and so addictive that I can't even resist not playing it in a week.

As a summary, today, I got a lot of friends, I attend to meet-ups with my guildmates and others :)
That's all for today folks :) GoodNight :3

But before I log off, I'd like to share a simple saying about this blog.
"You may think of everything special, be materialistic and be powerful, but remember that FRIENDSHIP and LOVE will win over and over again."

Please listen to this song while reading or even after reading this blog.
Its a song that portrays "online games." - - - - - - -    Netgame Addicts Sprechchor Romaji

So long now Bloggers. Thank you fro reading this blog. :3

- Aixhpop ~ Ciao