Quotes to remember :)

Even though I can't survive for a day.
I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
I'm sleepy.
I'm nervous.
I'm hungry
and I'm broken every morning.


I just simply remember a quote saying,


"We may not have everything, but at least we never had nothing."


and a quote for my friends saying,


"A seesaw is made for two persons that someone will lift you up when ever your down."


~Ciao :3

It's all coming back to me now..........

The theme song me and my classmates :)

Me, pak(Mau) and bebegurl(Lhen) usually sing this song together :D

and we were in a perfect blend <3

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

It's all coming back to me now

~ Ciao

After a week..

What a hectic schedule I had this first four days of class.

I really expected that the first day of class which is tuesday would be that great.
Ofcourse, it is really the first day, so it will be so exciting to go to school.
another is that, the start of our class that day is 11am and I dont have to wake up that early.
then after, I woke up 8am and not stressed out, then i took a bath and wore my clothes and went to the terminal.
when i arrived there, *poof* no vans, no jeeps :D I waited under the heat of the sun and then a jeep passed by going to somewhere, I have no choice but to ride on it :D that day, going to school is just a road trip :D i ride 5 times that time and cost me alot :D 15 pesos for the tricycle, 7pesos for the jeep, 10pesos for another jeep, another 7pesos for another jeep, and 27pesos for the bus :D but then after, everything flows smoothly that day :D I got home, i think 7pm.

2nd day, I woke up 4:45am because our professor for the morning is too strict.
everyone must be punctual so i need to get to school an hour earlier, and it was successful yet so cold :D
orientation that day wasn't bad. :3

thursday was not that good, i felt something unexpected. I was so sad and so stressed, I'm not that jolly that day so spend the time frowning. :\

friday, so excited 7-11am class :D but still, 7am-10am is still a torture :( so i wake up very early and arrived to school 6:15am I guess :D then I was so weird that time, I was looking at the clock often counting every 5 minutes that passed by until 2 hours and 45mins passed by :D at last! :3

But when I got home, I'm for something from someone special when I logged on in FB and ooVoo.
But nothing, I felt sad and discouraged. I realized that time that I wasn't a good friend after all. :(
And after that, in LUNA, there was another that made me more sad T_T

Now, I feel so sleepy so I will now go to sleep I guess :\

Just something to say, "Don't expect too much from someone that doesn't care about you."

~ Ciao

--- GoodNight :'(

Distance................................................

DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISTAAAAAAAAAAANCE :3
is used in measurement :3 lol

finally, another blog requested by someone special <3
not actually, I think I'm the one who requested this because I seek for his opinion/suggestion :3

back to the topic. distance!
its like me and this laptop i'm using.
ofcourse, i'm still a student so i need to go to school :3

Distance, in love is having someone special far away from you, somehow. :3
sometimes its like, italy to philippines? china to india? oh my~! :]

another is like, two lovers that are unwanted separated.
they are neither broken apart nor requested to have space.
they are just separated with something that they have to.

but for me, distance is used in science together with displacement and time :3
hehehe :))

Quote for today:
"Never give yourself a problem in the morning or else you'll have it till the night ends."

~Ciao

Just Wondering? Eh?

I've been thinking of something that I can write again in my blog. I think maybe 2 or 3 days. So long time, eh?

I was asking and asking and asking for more! I can't properly because I ain't feeling well.

Anyways, as I always think and say "I wonder what would i write" then come up an idea like this :3

Then after that, someone gave me a topic. "Distance" eventually, I'll write another later.

Just wondering, what to write than come up with this. Its like "Oh My Gosh! What made me write like this?"

hahaha, I really can't imagine it. I was just sitting here then *poof*

that's all :3

~ Ciao

Losing Inspiration

When will you feel that you lose inspiration?

Of course, you got dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored.

But how? He refuses you or avoids to talk with you.

Just seeing the fact, I'm in the same situation.

I'm not yet dumped, trashed, rejected and ignored,

yet I feel that a lot of people avoids me.

Losing inspiration, got no someone to love or care with. :3

It really hurts that you might be suffering this way. (like me)

Just going to share something :3

Did you ever feel that you gave too much care to a person even if you know that he loves someone which is not you? The way that, you're too concern that you even forgot that your only "FRIENDS" and that's all?

Why why? Well, suffering this act may not be noticed by the one you loved. :3

Please do keep in mind this quote:

"Give attention on somehow who gives you more attention rather that you expected."

Love the one who loves you even if its wrong. Never neglect the chance to prove their love to you. It's not bad if you try to understand the feelings of others. (Note: Unwanted love of both sexes are not bad, it's a feeling of one that becomes mutual in such time.)

Well, I don't have many words for today :3

~ Ciao

Net Games Addiction

Net Games......... What are these?
MMORPG, Social Gaming and anything that levels up :)

At first, every gamer's goal is to achieve the highest level.
the highest attacks and the powerful equipments.
Others want fame, and some of the beautiful and rare costumes.
Most of them spends money for expensive premium items.
And then *poof* you yourself got addicted in the game :)

But after spending long span of time, others got bored and quit.
why? why do players/gamers get bored in such a game which made you got into it?
You lack of making friends in the game. No one to talk to, No one to enjoy with.

As a lesson within getting addicted in such games,
you should not only think the level, the power and the equips of your own character,
but also with the friends you can gain inside the game.
You may not see them IRL (in real life) but the trust you can treasure with someone. :)

Just sharing the thought that I was first addicted in a game named LUNA :)

(this is the picture of my cute character in the game)

As what I'm saying, ofcourse, like every player, I'm into the level, the equips and the attacks.
Also, as I "cute stuffs" lover, I also collected tons of costumes (which I sold for other items)

I loved playing it and I even forgot studying for exams. I got myself into it.
It was so cute and so addictive that I can't even resist not playing it in a week.

As a summary, today, I got a lot of friends, I attend to meet-ups with my guildmates and others :)
That's all for today folks :) GoodNight :3

But before I log off, I'd like to share a simple saying about this blog.
"You may think of everything special, be materialistic and be powerful, but remember that FRIENDSHIP and LOVE will win over and over again."

Please listen to this song while reading or even after reading this blog.
Its a song that portrays "online games." - - - - - - -    Netgame Addicts Sprechchor Romaji

So long now Bloggers. Thank you fro reading this blog. :3

- Aixhpop ~ Ciao

CHANGES!

He gets crazy too much.
He get pissed off easily.
He gets himself in too much troubles.
The worst? He gets everything affected.

What's happening? This isn't the real.
This isn't the kid who's happy even in the worst part of life.
What happened? Everything got mix up in a pile of garbage.
The good things turned bad.
The happiness became sadness.
Unity and peace to brutality and frugality.

Why why why? Why would things change like that?
Why don't things remain as it is.
The peaceful life.
The beautiful and wonderful moments.
The real incandescence of a person.

I neither talk nor suggest too much.
I don't say unexpected words.
And I don't know what "I can't" means.

I do more and work more.
I perform tasks the way it should be.
I do difficult things.
And nothing can stop me.

I don't know the words which pulls us back.
"I don't know how", "I can't do that", and
"I give up." Are words spoken by the weak people.
"WEAK" ---- the people that don't trust themselves.

No one can stop me.
No one blocks my way.
And no one has to do with it.
Yet things change.

Strong people became weak.
on the other hand, the weak
turned to be the strongest among all.

Why? Why? Why?

Sleeping late at night..

Im always sleeping late at night.. is that a hobby? a must? or a need?

I sleep late at night because I do lots of stuffs. Stuffs which are very important and stuffs which are not. :3

I studied late at night, I review, do assignments, projects and many more..
I text late at night, do crazy and weird stuffs, and just thinking around..

but what does "sleeping late at night" mean to me? Is that a hobby that I do repeatedly without noticing or reminding myself? Or is that a fact that I have to sleep late at night because I need to do or finish something? Or because it is a thing that I must do?

Just sharing the thought that "why do I have to sleep late at night, always?"

Good Night people! keep checking in my blog :)

*packing up my things and my finished plates.

Good Things are Partly Fading.

Good Things are Partly Fading. Simply understanding the thought of that statement, Good things are all fading, Beautiful moments are fleeting (got this statement from my cousin), Wonderful parts of yourself had been tore part by part. Some people get crazy when things happen that way, Some do weird stuffs and others just fluctuate immediately. I have a story i want to share :)

"Wow! Ang saya naman maging college student." Eto yung sinabi ko nung sobrang saya ko! Palaging overtime sa school kc dami activities pero enjoy pa rin ako. New camaraderie, new experience, new life. Yan mga naranasan ko sa pagiging college student :) Basta, sobrang dami kong pwede sabihin na napapasaya ako ngayon.

Suddenly, one thing happened na bigla akong nawalan ng gana (I might not share that thing). Sabi ko sa sarili ko "Okay lang to, sabi nga nila Nothing last FOREVER." Pinabayaan ko nalang muna. Pero ang masama, isa isang nawawala eh. lalo akong nalungkot. I've been bothered that time, and became an EMO in any particular ways. Remained silent everytime, stayed in a peaceful place that no one can see me, been alone everyday, been confused thinking on ways. I was pressured that everything was affected. I got so confused that I always stayed at the corner thinking and listening to music.. I remained silent when my classmates are having fun, just listening to them and showing a fake smile just to ease their questions asking me that "Godawers! Bakit ang tahimik mo?", "Cent! Bakit parang ang lungkot mo?" I was trying to ignore those questions para di ko na maisip yung mga bagay na nagpapalungkot sakin. More and more, lalong naaapektuhan lahat ng bagay.

Ngayon, I'm still looking for something that can make me happy even though bad things happen or GOOD THINGS are PARTLY FADING. For now, this is the ONLY ONE that makes me smile :) Hope you'll enjoy listening to it.

Lyrics:

asa no hikari ga sashi kondara hajimari
miruku sosoi da koo hiita yurayurato
nomihose ba soko ni kotori no shirushi
hane bataite mado wosuri nuke ta
go kigen na sora utai nagara kie ta
mimi suma suma demo nai wa
oi kakeni saa hashiro u
hiro no nai machi de asufaruto kutsu no oto ga hibike ba
shiawasena asa horane karafuru ninaru
dakara kyou mo nana ironi odoru
onpu tachi tojikometa kutsu haite yuku no
kotori sagashite mayoikonda kouen
yume ni dete kita furubo keta buranko no mukou gawa
kumo hitotsu nai sora ga hike tano
awai orenji no hikari no ame ni
naki sou ninaru keredo
demo kotori wa mitsu karazu
mou ichido saa hashirou !
machi ga me wo sama su watashi dake hitori yume wo mite iru
shiawase na asa hibiku fushigi na rizumu
gurade kakaru suteppu nara shite
fumi dase ba ashimoto ni afure dasu merodii
uka bu kumo no shita ( hikui sora no shita )
oi kakeruno hane bataita negai
owari nonai yume wa ( todoka nu yume wa )
yagate masshiro ni nuri tsubusarete

hikari sasu heya de koo hii ni yura rema doromu kotori
shiawase na asa yume ga miruku ni toke ru
kutsu no soko ni hitohirano merodii
yubisaki de hii tara karafuru ni odoru

A Wonderful Day :)

"A Wonderful Day"

When will you say that you had a  Wonderful Day?

When will you notice that you had a Fantastic day?

And when will you prove that you had a Marvelous day?

It's so hard to tell that this day is "WONDERFUL" because different things happen everyday. It might be GOOD or BAD. So, even if you did experience so many wonderful things in a day, try to previous everything and see what really happened. Sometimes, there are bad thing in our way before we had our good experiences or after our experiences. We may not see it, but others do.

This blog teaches us the lesson to see other person's status. I was inspired to somehow yesterday. Somewhere in Zapote (a place near us), there was a guy, which has a strain on his feet that was sitting on a wheel chair and looking for alms.

At first, you won't believe him as a beggar because somehow, he is just in a spot looking for alms. I first thought that he was just used by somehow to beg people. But after I saw him on a wheel chair going somewhere in Las Pinas (where I stay), I really cried... I was embarrassed of myself because I judge him so badly and I was inspired that I was really am a lucky kid.

This also teaches us how to enjoy life.

Like the guy with a strain on his feet that I illustrated, I felt him happiness even with that status.

ENJOY LIFE and LIVE FOR EVERYTHING :)

~ Ciao :)

What's Next?

"What's Next?"

A question that no can answer it right.

Try asking yourself, "What's Next?"

It's so hard to think of an answer because you really don't know what particular question does "What's Next?" ask.

It may ask "What's Next to do?" or "What's Next to ask?" right?

But being an all-knowing person, try using you COMMON SENSE.

When using your common sense, the "What's Next?" question may ask you "What's Next would happen to my life?"

It's a question that is difficult to answer and know no one can tell that the answer is right.

Try making a list of your answer and cross out the answer. It may be 10 or 20. Just right down a lot. :)

Hope you enjoy this blog.

~ Ciao

May is Coming.. Feel the heat of summer! :))

SUMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRR!


It's already may 27!!!!! :)) woohoooo!! 4 more days we're entering the month of our summer!! :)) just feel the heat of the sun and inhale all the good vibes!! :))




JUST ENJOY OUR SUUUUMMMEEERRR!! :)


~ Ciao

"AJ Perez, Aj Perez, AJ Perez" --> This is EVERYWHERE! O.o

Before I start this blog, please, don't be mad at me. This blog DOESN'T TELL ANYTHING BAD to AJ PEREZ. This blog certainly tells "why do people kept on MOURNING with AJ's death?"

We all know that AJ's death was really UNEXPECTED. Right? I believe that everyone was shocked with that incident (including me) because it was a damn accident. We never expected that with just a SINGLE BUMP in AJ's head, everything would turn so seriously. Now, its one week after he's accident and death, why don't we move on even if its hard? AJ's death must be the reason why we have to be happy. Yeah, it's hard to forget but there is time. TIME TIME TIME that people abused. They particularly never want to move on... I really believe that "TIME CURES"

All I want to say, let's be happy and pray for AJ. Don't be so frustrated with that... Atleast, there's still many kind people that lives in this world. :)

Let's be happy for AJ, for what he has and for what he reached. He's now resting and having time with GOD. Let's not be happy for AJ because we are a fan of him but be happy because he is such a wonderful kid, actor and a role model.

Let AJ's 18years of living serves as an inspiration to all of us. :)

Be happy, enjoy life and NEVER EVER mourn again. I believe AJ would be proud if this happens :)

I wish and hope that no one would get mad at me :)

~ Ciao..

Easter Sunday :)

First of all, Happy easter sunday guys :)

pretty excited because I'm going to enroll on Monday in TUP :) well good luck :)

I'm now a 3 digit level in Luna ph (particularly, reached 100) hahah!!

Well, good luck on my 100 on going lvls :)

~ Ciao

-- aixhpop/Vincent

Good Morning :)

Got pissed off yesterday so I didn't posted here anymore..
Yesterday we went to church and saw my relatives. After the mass, we went to chowking that I didn't expected! >.< so I did come along with nothing! Just a handkerchief!

With that span of hours, I missed the third wave of the x2 event in LUNA PH.

After eating, we went to our relatives' place and stayed for so many hours that i even missed the last wave of the event >.<

That's all for now. :) enjoy!

~ Ciao
- aixhpop/Vincent

Going to Church :)

Going to church later :) while i leave my laptop open, vending some cheap costumes in LUNA PH :)

haha take care XD


~ Ciao
--aixhpop/Vincent

Luna Luna Luna x2 event :)

getting addicted with LUNA PH. First wave of x2 from 8am-10am is finished. :)

While waiting for the 2nd wave :) I'm going to eat my lunch! and going to take a bath! x2 next wave will be on in 12pm-2pm :)

Please follow me on twitter and add me in facebook. Don't forget to subscribe me in youtube.

Thank you! :)

~ Ciao
- aixhpop/Vincent (listen to this song)

Gooooooooooooooooood Mooooooooooorning! :))

Good Morning everyone! :) Got exhausted yesterday, so I fell asleep and never returned in my blogspot :)) oh my GOSH, I finally found out that the song entitled "Before it explode" was sang by Charice Pempengco :))

haha! take your breakfast! :) or brunch later :))

so long! till nxt blog :))

~ Ciao
-- aixhpop/Vincent

Exhausted :)

In order for all of you to know what am I doing every time. Just finished cleaning my Lola's Bedroom :) I'm very dirty :))

going to take a bath :)

~Ciao~
-- aixhpop/Vincent

Back to Business :)

Hahaha! Starting Again (April 21, 2011). I'm about to Reassemble all of my Accounts :) Twitter, Facebook, Youtube and absolutely my blogspot :)

Hope you enjoy my crib here in my blog :)

more more more luck for me :)

Have a blessed day :)

Holy Thursday..

~Ciao~
-- aixhpop/Vincent